Payat :)

Last Sunday, we went to the church together and it was fun. He's so happy! I don't know why? Haha! But at that time I was so irritated because I don't even know why he's happy, I can't think of any reason why he is. And one thing I was mad of is I don't appreciate the fact that even in a small amount of time we were together, I always thought of what will happen not what's happening and it turned to a fight! Yes, another fight. Hay :(

I realized in this day that I should appreciate everything that was made for us. I need to appreciate even the smallest thing I could ever have in a day because we don't know maybe in time those will be all gone and we will regret everything because of not appreciating it.

07-05-10

This day sucks! I feel super stressed and "natipus ata ako" I don't know why. :(

Why is it every time I do something he never appreciates it? He always tells me the bad ones about my work and even though I adjust to that situation its still stays on my head and I always think of it. This is the story why I'm super down today, I just wanted to go to school with the same time with him, is that wrong? Maybe I was wrong because I forced and make him "kulet" just to go with me. He didn't even get the point why I want to go with him and now where fighting "bonggang bonggang AWAY!" Now I don't know if were really okay. I don't know to him :(

Thank GOD, I have my TGIS friends to make me happy. They listen to my story even though the agenda of the meet up is to celebrate Rox's birthday! Rox is my friend and my partner in crime. HAHA!

And that's my story! :))

Feelings

My blog would be all about of how you will express your feelings to the person you love who even though he hurts you so much.

Sometimes, its better for all if you will put down your pride in every situation that you will encounter even if its too much that you'll just throw all your egos for that person so that he will not get hurt and the result might be worst, because that person will not understand all the things that you want him to understand. So for me,I have two sides for that it's you better shut your mouth and and let the situation hurt you or it you will face the situation knowing that he will be hurt as same as you will be hurt.

Damn Night!